I didn’t really have anything to say this morning. I have a lot on my mind. I came to my computer and started reading posts from my friends. I spent my morning crying with them and praying that God blesses them. Oh there are so many out there that just want to feel that they are loved, that they matter, that God hears their cries for help.
Why can’t God show Himself to us? He did it in the Old Testament to Moses, and others. My prayer that I anguish over is this: “Why can’t I hear Your voice.” I long to hear Him, to know that He is with me. I wish that He would tell me which way to go. If He could just bend down and touch me, just once, than I know that I would never be the same again. Why can’t I feel that?
Oh, I feel His “presence” from time to time. This is the warm glow of joy, knowing that I am loved and that He is looking out for me. But I don’t “feel” Him. I want it to be so much more than a faith thing.
My friends need His touch today. I wish that I could be that angel that brings His power to them and heals their minds and bodies. The disciples healed in the New Testament, why can’t I?
I don’t want to be a light so that others may see me. I want to bring the light to others, so that they may see the pathway before them which leads to God.
My prayer today: “God use me to shine your light so that others may see. Help me to listen and really show them that I care. There are so many who are hurting. Please give us Your healing power to lift that blanket of pain that so many carry around. I pray for these friends today, who are hurting and cry out to you. Help them Lord. Help them to really feel Your presence.
And to you who read this, I pray that you may know that you are special, you do matter and you are not alone!